Guilty

Guilty! WoOoOoOow! Guilty! I feeel... so... eeempty, yeeeah, eempty, you know how to make me feeel...

I just told Marcelo about my story with Leila, and I feel kinda guilty about the last part of it (when I hurt her by ripping our friendship apart, shred by painful shred). I hurt too by doing so, but it is naught compared to what I have already felt before. As I narrated my story, I was happy, excited about my plan, but I also felt a bit repulsed by my own treacherous scheming. I would like to stop intentionally trying to hurt her. Stop, ego, you are vindicated and healed now. You do not need more of her hurt. Relax, enjoy yourself, be at peace. She is now a neutral entity towards whom you do not feel awkward, excited, or hateful about. She lives her life, you live yours. You may interact with her, but be kind and generous, as with all other people. :) Enjoy Life.

Sincerity is very important

*UPDATE: I never wrote anything on this entry. Strange.

Pittsburgh Banking

A collection of the banks I've found in Pittsburgh. What strikes me as strange is the absence of big banks I knew about before (in TX) such as BoA, Chase, and Wells Fargo.

Shower handle design

Someone thinks green looks like "warm":


It gave me the impression I'd be getting Sprite or something.